done with my international trade! now, let me bore you with some rantings before i proceed to study investment tmr! heh.
wasn't sure if i should be happy that i'm having econs subject as first paper. it was hard getting the momentum to study. i wasted some time, then i decided i should try study for trade cos it's econs and i might be able to get my ass to stay on the chair.
wrong wrong wrong. wasted another few days studying and getting distracted.
on tuesday, was determined to study. boyfren as well, so he drove me out to study. super on form! wednesday, studied at home.. fucking on form!! (to think ah chuan still ask me mambo. if i went, i would kill myself.) in my mind, 'cb. like that tmr just make sure i remember can liao.'
on thursday, i woke up feeling damn lum nua. started studying but was restless.. might be due to the weather. =.= fucking hot luh. (recently the wether's crazy. it's not easy to make a non-aircon person locked herself in aircon room.) so i tried to get in the mood.. kinda in the process, then someone act smart and pull me out to study! end up having a trip to changi airport for dinner because i cannot study there. and he's guilty because i end up totally no mood again! see lah! i say want stay home, don't let me stay. HAHAHA. i just wanna study at home that day luh.
so we headed back home.. keep going through but couldn't seem to remember. got damn panic and went out for supper at 12am instead.
worst of all, can't sleep after i came back! yes, i'm still suffering from insomnia. zzz. same old thing, my body sleep, my mind don't want sleep. was thinking, die liao lor this time.
(maybe hunnie is right. i need relaxants. some nights, i would panic.. for i don't know what.)
slept and woke. slept and woke. finally woke up just in time to prepare and head to school. heh. tried to study on the bus and guess what?! i remembered everything! sibei form lor.. so i happily, confidently went for my paper.
so, you thought everything's good? i thought so.
wrote 2 page, 2 pages, 3 pages for first 3 qns. and i'm left with like 40mins for the remaining 3 qns. so limpei fuck care and point form all the way. knn, know how to do but not enough time to do. fucking sian.
initially i thought i could manage.. was calculating. 2hrs, 6 qns.. 1 qns = 20 mins. 1 qns = 20 marks. so, 1min = 1 mark. then i laugh it off. siao one.. sure can. hongkan lor. can sai lah!
so now, i gotta decide if i wanna go for the re test. OH! I DIN MENTION THAT MY INTERNATIONAL TRADE TEST WAS VOIDED, DID I? well, it did. now we got a choice to let exam be 100% or go for re test. sigh. it was voided because they say the test paper leaked out. cb. i fucking studied for it lor.. i don't give a damn if they have the paper. i want my grade!!
damn sian cos.. it's after all my exams! meaning if i choose to go for the test, it's like exams extended.. no longer 8 may! whats more sian? this is my 1st paper, i gotta go through 3 other modules then come back study this. ahhhhhh.
whatthefuck.
heh. why am i so good at whining and ranting?! HAHAHA! may i have a good night rest.. and be fucking on form from tmr onwards.Labels: rants 'n' diatribes, yammers
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